03.2004 ACCOMPLICES: Brother I Steven F Chris L Hon Mun L Mike S Jack W
ARCHIVES: 03/04/05/06/07/08/09/10/11/12.2003 - 01/02.2004
I will be more conscious. I will accept all offers. I will do the next, most obvious thing.
03.09.04
TUESDAY
I ordered some sneakers from Zappos.com because I needed some new footwear for my honorary Spring Break '04 trip to Japan. The 3-5 day shipping was free, but, by the end of the day, I had received an email from Zappos.com notifying me that they had upgraded my shipping to overnight at no extra charge! Thanks, Zappos.com! (This post, containing many references to Zappos.com, has not been endorsed by Zappos.com.)
QUOTABLE: Take that and Friendster it, baby! - Jayme K
TUNAGE:
[hear]
[buy]
[me]
The Postal Service
"Brand New Colony"
Give Up
I will be... another AMAZING love song from The Postal Service! *sigh* grinning face
03.08.04
MONDAY
It has become obvious that the universe wants me to watch "Donnie Darko" again. Last week, Jack W asked me about the movie, and I couldn't recall thinking that anything about it was particularly interesting or impressive, so I told him that it was alright, weird, and a film that I didn't need to see again. I now believe that I may have been wrong to not think it an amazing film when I saw it two months ago.

I recently began to notice that many of the friends to whom I was linking on the various social networking websites list "Donnie Darko" as one of their favorite movies. Then, yesterday, while I was searching for quotes from the film with which to close an email (as per the recipient's instructions), those I found made me think that I had missed something the first time I saw the film. But it was today's events that ultimately convinced me that I am to watch "Donnie Darko" again:

I went out to purchase The Postal Service album, which had recently tied with Frou Frou's "Details" as my all-time favorite. What should happen to be a featured selection at one of the store's listening stations but the "Donnie Darko" soundtrack! But it gets more uncanny: The cover of the CD has a picture of Donnie in a gray hoodie and a skeleton print shirt, which I had recently seen somewhere. But where? Then I remembered: The friend who had encouraged my exploration of The Postal Service's music had replicated that Donnie getup for Halloween and used a photo of himself in the costume as his photo on one of those social networking websites! And so we've come *dramatic pause* full circle.

I will watch "Donnie Darko" again.

QUOTABLE: Chris L: I don't like this Friendster idea of yours.
Me: What Friendster idea?
Chris L: The one that Friendster is good.
TUNAGE:
[hear]
[buy]
[me]
The Postal Service
"Clark Gable"
Give Up
It struck me: I've been waiting to find a love... like a movie. *faints*
03.07.04
SUNDAY
Two summers ago, I participated in a sleep study for college credit. It involved my sleeping in a lab a few times so that the onset of my sleep could be observed. During these studies, we discovered that, as I fall asleep, I fade between wakefulness and brief, dream-like experiences. At one moment, I am in a bed in the lab, and at the next, I'm going up an escalator in a mall. As long as I'm not too tired, I experience a couple of these brief scenes on my way to sleep. What I found most interesting is that I can feel myself slip in and out of these scene flashes and retain a consciousness that I am in a bed, even if, for 3 seconds, it looks like I am on an escalator. It really is a unique sensation. Unfortunately, as with wondering in bed, these flash dreams don't happen if I'm tired enough to fall asleep as soon as my head hits the pillow. frowning face
QUOTABLE: Chris L: Any idea why [the resident computer consultant's] computer's Internet might not be working?
Me: Irony?
TUNAGE:
[hear]
[buy]
[me]
The Walkmen
"We've Been Had"
Everyone Who Pretended To Like Me Is Gone
A weightless, meandering voyage through a heyday carnival of delusion.
03.06.04
SATURDAY
I spent tonight running through a smooth brick labyrinth in the pitch black inner bowels of a 5-star hotel with 1) my Stanford Film Society co-president, 2) the director of the film in which I recently had my largest role yet, 3) the love interest of my character's roommate in the most recent film in which I had a part, and 4) Bill Murray. Dreams are fun. smiling face
QUOTABLE: Me: I almost made it to your party last night, but the camel just wouldn't budge. frowning face
Brother I: LOL! Cute, Ben. But I know for a fact that you can't afford a camel. So, pssshhh.
TUNAGE:
[hear]
[buy]
[me]
Madonna
"Love Profusion"
American Life
I'm not an active Madonna fan, but I liked this song when I saw the video.
03.05.04
FRIDAY
Plans to go clubbing tonight fell through as it became apparent that none of my friends were interested. I never thought that it was their scene, but I always invite them with the hope that a sense of adventure will inspire them to come along. Now, I have not gone clubbing very many times, but I used to think that the opportunity to dance would always be enough to entice me to go. However, over the course of the week, as each of my friends declined the invitation, I realized that - at least for right now - certain social aspects of clubbing need to be met for me to be excited. Unless A) a friend with whom I've not yet gone clubbing decided to come, B) I had a boyfriend with whom to dance, or C) the clubbing took place in a gay club (where I could find someone with whom to dance), I was not going to go. I spent New Years Eve (NYE) clubbing with Jack W, who also organized tonight's trip, and NYE was a lot of fun, but I'm thinking that my next night of clubbing will occur only when one of the aforementioned conditions is satisfied. It really boils down to a matter of preference. I prefer chilling with my friends to clubbing with (straight) strangers.
QUOTABLE: Me: "*** Your friend has just sent you a message using the Unicode character set, and Trillian does not currently support this. Unicode support will be coming soon!"
Chris L: How hard is it to support Unicode?
Me: No idea.
Chris L: I mean, Christ! My mom supports Unicode!
TUNAGE:
[hear]
[buy]
[me]
Tube & Berger featuring Chrissie Hynde of The Pretenders
"Straight Ahead"
no album yet - just the single
I want to learn how to dance like you, Mr. Deep Sea Diver. So funky!
03.04.04
THURSDAY
Geeze, I haven't lied awake and wondered in quite a while. Frou Frou supplies exactly the right words to express how I feel about that: I don't like it. frowning face

On a lighter note, let's you and me make one of those quirky animations that spread across the net faster than you can say, "You do the mathematics." These things are ridiculous! And that's why I think we have a shot. I believe I speak for the both of us when I say that we are ridiculous. No need to thank me; I know how modest you can be. (No, this post was not for anybody specific. I'm just being ridiculous! Join me.)

QUOTABLE: Meanwhile, I have to call my government. - Chris T
TUNAGE:
[hear]
[buy]
[me]
The Postal Service
"Such Great Heights"
Give Up
Maybe, as long as I have this song, with all the love it contains, I won't need any love of my own. Maybe.
03.03.04
WEDNESDAY
"Did you ever notice how things get real quiet before shit starts to happen?" This was Chris L's brilliant question of the day. OK, so things don't actually get quiet before an important event in real life, but it is something of a cinematic convention, especially in thrillers, so the idea amused me. It made me recall my concept of living as if one is in a movie: the cinematic life. To achieve it, one must let no silence go unheard.
QUOTABLE: Me: Can you have work to do on Friday night, and I come lie on your bed, and, whenever you need a break, you wake me with one of your great questions like "To what do you look forward in the next 24 hours," which we then think about/discuss/share for 15 minutes, and then you return to your work? Oh, and you have to work by candle light with a quill and a bottle of ink.
Chris L: WTF are you talking about? You know I'm out of quills!
TUNAGE:
[hear]
[buy]
[me]
The Postal Service
"Such Great Heights"
Give Up
I wish I had someone to whom I could sing these wonderful lyrics. *sigh*
03.02.04
TUESDAY
I'm actually receiving a decent number of emails/calls from companies who see potential in the resume I've uploaded to the job seeker websites. In fact, I had a phone interview with one this morning. It ultimately served as a wake-up call, so to speak, alerting me to the importance of a driver's license and a vehicle. Oh, I always knew that these items were not mere luxuries, but, instead, quite essential. But you could say that I was in denial, as that is my best explanation so far. You could also say that this revelation inspired a moment of feeling disadvantaged and trapped. But Frou Frou helped calm me down and turned my fear into determination. The only cry you'll hear from me is my battle cry as I overcome this situation! I will get my license. I will get a car. And I will get a job that suits me and that will fund this effort. Three cheers for goals! They kick ass! Yes, valuable things, goals.
QUOTABLE: Dude, that's edible! - Jack W, mocking me.
TUNAGE:
[hear]
[buy]
[me]
Frou Frou
"Flicks"
Details
Frou Frou kisses boo-boos away, rejuvenates, inspires, and happifies. grinning face
03.01.04
MONDAY
Today, I just wanna give shout-outs to some of my peeps: Chris T- You dog! Chris L- We almost made it, and I have enough faith to now believe you aren't the boy who cried, "Let's go work out." Hon Mun L- I'd fly Hon Mun Air any day. Steven F- If you don't start emoting, I'm gonna start talking to you like a freakin' robot! Oh, and thanks for lending me your card. smiling face
QUOTABLE: Don't question my backslash! - Mike S
TUNAGE:
[hear]
[buy]
[me]
The Darkness
"Love Is Only A Feeling"
Permission To Land
I LOVE the melody and cadence of this song! Hear it. Feel it. Sing it. smiling face